I Am Only One
Memories fade into the silence
Haunting me tonight
With hope's last breath I take this moment in
It will be the last
Then morning breaks
And sunlight takes the pain away
Ever after never came
And I'm still waiting
For a life that never was
And all the dreams I lay to rest
Are ghosts that keep me
After all that I've become
I am only one
I am only one
I close my eyes and bleed this empty heart
Of all that longs to die
When faces lie and love will falter
I'm left with only time
And time will break
The dreams that take the pain away
Ever after never came
And I'm still waiting
For a love I'll never have
And all the dreams I lay to rest
Are ghosts that keep me
After all that I've become
I am only one
I am only one
I'm on my own here
And no one's left to be the hero of
This fairy tale gone wrong
As night will fall
My heart will die alone
Ever after never came
And I'm still waiting
For my heart to beat again
And all the dreams I've laid to rest
Are ghosts that keep me
After all that I've become
I am only one
I am only one
I am only one
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Date: 2020-06-11 04:19 am (UTC)From the start... you were concerned for me and wanted to help me even though you knew nothing about me... to no real benefit to yourself... That is... rare. And I admire your determination... and your bravery... your dedication...
I love your silliness--even if it drives me mad at times... I am such a dark person... it... draws me out... in a way that I can't do on my own...
And... the fact that... that you can see past my demeanor... I don't feel like I am being judged... I'm simply... comfortable... I feel safe with you... and I don't need to be constantly on guard...
And... being with you... just makes me happy, Souji... I'm happy when I'm with you...