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Himura Tomoe
I Am Only One
Memories fade into the silence
Haunting me tonight
With hope's last breath I take this moment in
It will be the last
Then morning breaks
And sunlight takes the pain away
Ever after never came
And I'm still waiting
For a life that never was
And all the dreams I lay to rest
Are ghosts that keep me
After all that I've become
I am only one
I am only one
I close my eyes and bleed this empty heart
Of all that longs to die
When faces lie and love will falter
I'm left with only time
And time will break
The dreams that take the pain away
Ever after never came
And I'm still waiting
For a love I'll never have
And all the dreams I lay to rest
Are ghosts that keep me
After all that I've become
I am only one
I am only one
I'm on my own here
And no one's left to be the hero of
This fairy tale gone wrong
As night will fall
My heart will die alone
Ever after never came
And I'm still waiting
For my heart to beat again
And all the dreams I've laid to rest
Are ghosts that keep me
After all that I've become
I am only one
I am only one
I am only one
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Date: 2020-06-08 08:42 pm (UTC)I said... some things to Meryl-san. That I saw her as Kamiya-san. She denied wanting to be seen as her, but only as Meryl Stryfe.
...
But you and Kamiya-san have been the ones I treated so-- so horribly. You both have been the only women in my life who had seen a part of myself that, until now, I feel ashamed of. I don't want you to think I treat Constance-san differently only because I don't want her to see the real me. It's-- After you left I promised myself I wouldn't make the same mistakes with her, with you. You have the more reason to resent me for letting you get hurt.
How a precious soul like you would love an idiot like me?