( and that is what has him afraid, insecure, when he knows both have voiced those thoughts as honestly as possible. her not wanting to answer that question is shaking him the wrong way. )
I said... some things to Meryl-san. That I saw her as Kamiya-san. She denied wanting to be seen as her, but only as Meryl Stryfe.
...
But you and Kamiya-san have been the ones I treated so-- so horribly. You both have been the only women in my life who had seen a part of myself that, until now, I feel ashamed of. I don't want you to think I treat Constance-san differently only because I don't want her to see the real me. It's-- After you left I promised myself I wouldn't make the same mistakes with her, with you. You have the more reason to resent me for letting you get hurt.
How a precious soul like you would love an idiot like me?
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I said... some things to Meryl-san. That I saw her as Kamiya-san. She denied wanting to be seen as her, but only as Meryl Stryfe.
...
But you and Kamiya-san have been the ones I treated so-- so horribly. You both have been the only women in my life who had seen a part of myself that, until now, I feel ashamed of. I don't want you to think I treat Constance-san differently only because I don't want her to see the real me. It's-- After you left I promised myself I wouldn't make the same mistakes with her, with you. You have the more reason to resent me for letting you get hurt.
How a precious soul like you would love an idiot like me?