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Himura Tomoe
I Am Only One
Memories fade into the silence
Haunting me tonight
With hope's last breath I take this moment in
It will be the last
Then morning breaks
And sunlight takes the pain away
Ever after never came
And I'm still waiting
For a life that never was
And all the dreams I lay to rest
Are ghosts that keep me
After all that I've become
I am only one
I am only one
I close my eyes and bleed this empty heart
Of all that longs to die
When faces lie and love will falter
I'm left with only time
And time will break
The dreams that take the pain away
Ever after never came
And I'm still waiting
For a love I'll never have
And all the dreams I lay to rest
Are ghosts that keep me
After all that I've become
I am only one
I am only one
I'm on my own here
And no one's left to be the hero of
This fairy tale gone wrong
As night will fall
My heart will die alone
Ever after never came
And I'm still waiting
For my heart to beat again
And all the dreams I've laid to rest
Are ghosts that keep me
After all that I've become
I am only one
I am only one
I am only one
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Date: 2020-03-26 04:40 am (UTC)[It feels as though her chest is constricting and she wants to run, to somehow take it back, put things back the way they were with her silent feelings and her stolen moments of peace... and then she reminds herself that it wouldn't have mattered... This was going to be the result of this conversation no matter what. The only difference would have been how exposed she was in the end.]
You're wrong... [She swallows thickly and stands from the bench, hugging herself. She looks back to him briefly.] You're a good man, Vash-san... and just as deserving as anyone else...
...
I just wish you could see it.
[Funny... how she could say those words to him, but not to herself.]