I don't know that it can sink in that fast. I don't think you understand the gravity of it for him...
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In our world I would be tortured for information before being executed as a traitor. Whether he would be forced to do it himself is questionable, all things considered... but that is an absolute fact that I would be killed. His feelings would hold no sway to that.
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I know he loves me. But he holds the values of bushido higher than anything. He may not be able to reconcile the betrayal with his values regardless of his heart... [And that didn't touch on his jealousy...]
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In our world I would be tortured for information before being executed as a traitor. Whether he would be forced to do it himself is questionable, all things considered... but that is an absolute fact that I would be killed. His feelings would hold no sway to that.
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I know he loves me. But he holds the values of bushido higher than anything. He may not be able to reconcile the betrayal with his values regardless of his heart... [And that didn't touch on his jealousy...]