I Am Only One
Memories fade into the silence
Haunting me tonight
With hope's last breath I take this moment in
It will be the last
Then morning breaks
And sunlight takes the pain away
Ever after never came
And I'm still waiting
For a life that never was
And all the dreams I lay to rest
Are ghosts that keep me
After all that I've become
I am only one
I am only one
I close my eyes and bleed this empty heart
Of all that longs to die
When faces lie and love will falter
I'm left with only time
And time will break
The dreams that take the pain away
Ever after never came
And I'm still waiting
For a love I'll never have
And all the dreams I lay to rest
Are ghosts that keep me
After all that I've become
I am only one
I am only one
I'm on my own here
And no one's left to be the hero of
This fairy tale gone wrong
As night will fall
My heart will die alone
Ever after never came
And I'm still waiting
For my heart to beat again
And all the dreams I've laid to rest
Are ghosts that keep me
After all that I've become
I am only one
I am only one
I am only one
Re: cw: reference to suicide attempt
Date: 2020-02-17 12:37 am (UTC)Yes. And I'd never be able to forgive myself for hurting either of them. Even though...by doing this, I probably will. But. I need them. For different reasons.
[Jo is impulsive, impetuous and wild. he makes her want to break every rule in existence, go just as wild as he is. from the very moment they locked eyes, she wanted him. and more than that, she knew he was going to be a part of her life for the rest of hers.
Hunk is warm, sweet, and passionate. he makes her feel as warm as he is from the inside out. at first, they were just friends helping each other make the quota, but as time passed and she got to know him more and more, she realized she'd fallen for him. it just happened, easy as breathing.
and if Tinya finds out that Vash ended things with Tomoe like that, she's going to have a long friendly talk with him.
she leans her head briefly against Tomoe before she stands]
All right. All right. That sounds good.