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Himura Tomoe
I Am Only One
Memories fade into the silence
Haunting me tonight
With hope's last breath I take this moment in
It will be the last
Then morning breaks
And sunlight takes the pain away
Ever after never came
And I'm still waiting
For a life that never was
And all the dreams I lay to rest
Are ghosts that keep me
After all that I've become
I am only one
I am only one
I close my eyes and bleed this empty heart
Of all that longs to die
When faces lie and love will falter
I'm left with only time
And time will break
The dreams that take the pain away
Ever after never came
And I'm still waiting
For a love I'll never have
And all the dreams I lay to rest
Are ghosts that keep me
After all that I've become
I am only one
I am only one
I'm on my own here
And no one's left to be the hero of
This fairy tale gone wrong
As night will fall
My heart will die alone
Ever after never came
And I'm still waiting
For my heart to beat again
And all the dreams I've laid to rest
Are ghosts that keep me
After all that I've become
I am only one
I am only one
I am only one
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Date: 2020-02-09 03:11 am (UTC)I don't know... I wish it were easier...
...
In person... is the only thing I can really say. This sort of thing should be done face to face... not through one of those machines...
[But god, how to even start... she didn't know. It was why she hadn't been able to tell Okita the truth. He had been so kind and so earnest in the beginning... and she hadn't wanted to see that expression change... And in the end it had been because she'd been pressed into a corner and told him under duress. She was such a coward when it can to approaching these sorts of things head on.]