I Am Only One
Memories fade into the silence
Haunting me tonight
With hope's last breath I take this moment in
It will be the last
Then morning breaks
And sunlight takes the pain away
Ever after never came
And I'm still waiting
For a life that never was
And all the dreams I lay to rest
Are ghosts that keep me
After all that I've become
I am only one
I am only one
I close my eyes and bleed this empty heart
Of all that longs to die
When faces lie and love will falter
I'm left with only time
And time will break
The dreams that take the pain away
Ever after never came
And I'm still waiting
For a love I'll never have
And all the dreams I lay to rest
Are ghosts that keep me
After all that I've become
I am only one
I am only one
I'm on my own here
And no one's left to be the hero of
This fairy tale gone wrong
As night will fall
My heart will die alone
Ever after never came
And I'm still waiting
For my heart to beat again
And all the dreams I've laid to rest
Are ghosts that keep me
After all that I've become
I am only one
I am only one
I am only one
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Date: 2021-06-09 04:19 pm (UTC)that craving answer fuels a shaky, hot breath of release against her lips, chin and jawline, to been given permission to do as he pleases with her. he wishes to be gentle yet let her know he has been too impatient, how he wishes to display the mayhem of emotions since they first met until this moment, how the memory of his body resents him for not being with her after so long.
with great strength and wild lewdness unknown to him, he stops on what he's doing and maneuvers her to get her settled on the sofa, her kneeling on the seat with her back facing him and her face on the backrest. his hands reach hers to anchor the edges of the cushion, a whisper of 'i'm in love with you' against her ear. whatever they do, she must know this is done out of love.
a hand takes his hard cock to guide it between her buttocks while the other fixes her position. there's some hesitation, perhaps unworthiness, now that he has her, now that this isn't a dream of sorts, now that she won't reject him or regret being with him because he kept seeking her out. tomoe might notice it, the remnant fear of how they accomplished this huge step and hurting her again.
the head brushes against her entrance, she will feel his hand on her hip trembling as it crawls under her belly to draw her closer. a faint sound of doubt she will hear with a brief intermission —
— only to sink slow and hard between her folds, another faint sound this time acute and innocent to the sensation of how tight and soft she feels when he enters her. heavens, he had dreamed many times about how it would be being inside her, and the more her walls grip his sensitive flesh the more his unworthiness increases. she will definitely notice it. ]