[ okay, that... fades all the alcohol away from his system. ] No! It's not like that!
How dare you--! I am with her because I-- I-- [ dammit! he doesn't dare to say those words, not because constance's unworthy of them. ] How can you be exclusive to another when this city's tempting you to do the opposite!? For quota or just to prevent anyone else from getting into trouble or for simple pleasure!? [ at the mention of said 'closest friend and ally', without recalling a thing from the past, that old ache comes back in a flaring emotion, hidden in a snide tone. ] You cannot be exclusive when there's a part of you that will long for more than one person... [ before he adds anything else, he looks away with eyes shut. unfortunately, at the latter, they shut way tighter. ]
N... No... [ a slow shake of his head. ] ... Is-- Is that how she had felt when-- when we were together the first time? [ a hand hides half his face. ] Wh-- Why am I here? I don't even love you, I do this for her, since she's so insistent for us three being together...
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How dare you--! I am with her because I-- I-- [ dammit! he doesn't dare to say those words, not because constance's unworthy of them. ] How can you be exclusive to another when this city's tempting you to do the opposite!? For quota or just to prevent anyone else from getting into trouble or for simple pleasure!? [ at the mention of said 'closest friend and ally', without recalling a thing from the past, that old ache comes back in a flaring emotion, hidden in a snide tone. ] You cannot be exclusive when there's a part of you that will long for more than one person... [ before he adds anything else, he looks away with eyes shut. unfortunately, at the latter, they shut way tighter. ]
N... No... [ a slow shake of his head. ] ... Is-- Is that how she had felt when-- when we were together the first time? [ a hand hides half his face. ] Wh-- Why am I here? I don't even love you, I do this for her, since she's so insistent for us three being together...